Selfblame and the aftermath. After exiting a toxic relationship it is normal for individuals to become tangled in self-blame and remember the good times but forget the name-calling, the Sometimes it's completely normal to feel uncomfortable around people. However, when you start to feel hatred, there may be several underlying reasons. Some of these comprise anxiety, depression, traumatic experiences, and chronic stress. You should take the time to think about potential reasons. Iam aware of my toxic attitude , I want to change it because it doesn't feel right to me at all to think about this. I just miss her so much already but I want to calm down , I want to stop this because this is not a way to think about of a freind. It's exactly the way to think of a friend, just not all of them. Negativitytakes to trust and intimacy with a chainsaw and includes anything that feels bad - eye rolling, sarcasm, the silent treatment, insults, judgements, mocking, nastiness and emotional indifference. It turns a relationship from being one that feeds the people in it to one that starves them. Ido try. A lot. but it doesn't help when I'm that weird sort-of-emo kid in school, that only talks to like 5 people at most. My self esteem level is a -1578374928. I'm fat, ugly, stupid, weird, emo, odd, a "waste of space" as my friend likes to put it, an introvert, and I'm just flat out disgusting. I hate myself. IENb.

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